Best friends?? From school to college, I had few which sooner
or later due to valid reasons got drifted apart from me EXCEPT the one. Though I still consider her the one…I doubt
about her views on the same. Why she is out of network coverage area is still a
mysterious for me. Bcz the reason she ( Shally)explained to me for bringing a
gap between us is too stupid in front of our six years FRAAANDSHIPPPP…….
Well, they say everything happens for a reason. I still
cherish the time I have spent with her and hope one day I we would talk…..till
then my enjoying her in dreams….I don’t know how but yes very frequently she is
there like a nightmare to keep me next day totally confused what the hell shez
dng now???…for her it was me the biggest culprit who kept her away from my life...
Just bcz my bf refused to hang out wd Shally and her bf is a
strong reason ACCORDING to HER for throwing me out. I don’t know what was going
in her head but till today I feel it was a lame excuse. I mean this gf bf thing
would ever came btw us is something I have never imagined. Bt I took it as a
lesson and promised myself to keep my bf just like a fictional character.
Someone who is there in my life but can never reach to my friend’s zone…
I just hope if not now but someday she realized this reason
was too small to break my heart….sob sob….From that time, I have made many
friends, luckily very good ones..From every category....Some scolds me like
brothers and sisters and some are ever ready to make life lovable all the
time…Obviously I still laugh, hang around, shop, party but at the back of my
mind shez still there…
Lol....I have never even felt this much broken for a boy…but
well, so much special she was for me….Maybe I don’t deserve her or vice
versa….:D. Life goes on…and make us realize nothing stops no matter what’s
comes and goes out of our heart….we manage to fill that void to survive in this
BAD……BAD world.
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