Life has been nothing
less than a “roller coaster” ride for me till now. I have enjoyed the whole
world of pampering from my kin & kith. Family is great bliss for me while
my best buddies are nothing less than gems. They have always supported me (not
all of them as some were totally against of letting hair down once in a while)
in my craziest dreams and heard all that shit without any complaints. …still I
adore all of them and feel very lucky to find them in this bad …bad world…
I’ m not here for any business talks. It’s just my “brain sickness” for writing that bought me here. Yes, it started in school itself when I used to happily do projects for others. Slowly, I shifted to writing diary considering it’s better to pen down feelings than to share with someone who’ least interested. Of course, I can’t forget to mention here pages highly embedded with emotions called as letters in general. To friends and my special ones during their birthdays, farewell and sometimes to just sort out a quarrel, I have written letters to many as I find this medium a best way to express myself.
I’ m not here for any business talks. It’s just my “brain sickness” for writing that bought me here. Yes, it started in school itself when I used to happily do projects for others. Slowly, I shifted to writing diary considering it’s better to pen down feelings than to share with someone who’ least interested. Of course, I can’t forget to mention here pages highly embedded with emotions called as letters in general. To friends and my special ones during their birthdays, farewell and sometimes to just sort out a quarrel, I have written letters to many as I find this medium a best way to express myself.
Coming to me, I am girl
next door who keeps messing up her life. And I find it very exciting as sleek
velvet life doesn't excites me. I want it full of low and high tides to stay spirited.
Else, I find myself in big depression…. I do have those girly desires and pink
remains one of my favourites but big exhilaration comes to my soul only by
dreaming about night outs. I never had one as neither I stayed in hostel or pg
unlike my other friends who have blast staying far from home. I was so much
attached and still I am with my mom, I actually can’t think of doing so but
what to do with cravings of roaming across streets late night in an open jeep???
Gosh I should'v been a boy!
After all I am from a conservative, middle class family where I have the image of very decent and innocent girl. But the truth is a bit different or should I say exciting than it? My brother and pals do have an idea about what sort of demon is living inside me. So, I just want to be mysterious as much possible to keep the curiosity always creeping around me. By now you might have entitled me as the “gone case” like others but what to do this is the real me-very happening, sometimes very low and suddenly high on spirits. Many people however consider me totally opposite to it. They find me rude, arrogant, blunt…and a very serious disease I am suffering from i.e. “I can’t be fake”…
Gosh I should'v been a boy! After all I am from a conservative, middle class family where I have the image of very decent and innocent girl. But the truth is a bit different or should I say exciting than it? My brother and pals do have an idea about what sort of demon is living inside me. So, I just want to be mysterious as much possible to keep the curiosity always creeping around me. By now you might have entitled me as the “gone case” like others but what to do this is the real me-very happening, sometimes very low and suddenly high on spirits. Many people however consider me totally opposite to it. They find me rude, arrogant, blunt…and a very serious disease I am suffering from i.e. “I can’t be fake”…
It is the only reason
for my huge “fan following" (haters).
But I find it another advantage as it
helped me to pick the best in the crowd of mockers. Stay connected to find out
how I stubbornly I have dealt with my crushes, selfish diplomacy of people and
of course my conventional family. 
But I find it another advantage as it
helped me to pick the best in the crowd of mockers. Stay connected to find out
how I stubbornly I have dealt with my crushes, selfish diplomacy of people and
of course my conventional family.
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